A brotherly warning (to wordly men) Men, if you derive any value from the number of women you slept with, there's a big issue here. You are enough. I think you needed to hear that... :( You're deriving value (because you're unsure you have one...) from what society deems good. Do I need to remind you that societal metrics are EXACTLY what is demonic and what will ruin your life? Being a player will ruin your life. You're acting like a capricious child crying for validation, hooked on the validation rush it gives you to pass a woman's intimacy. As well as enslaved to lust & sex - which is predatory behavior. Again, all of that is praised as "good" in the demonic value system you abide by. Sorry to break it to you but you're on the path of destruction and you probably know it. On the path of a marriage that won't last, psychologically broken kids, life spent trying to fix this failing family unit, with everything falling into pieces you won't be able to reconcile. And as a consequence, probably on the path of falling even deeper in addictive behaviors, perversion, mind-numbing destructive pleasures and self-obsession. Because you trained yourself to adultery, predation, self-centeredness, pride and outside validation. It is the recipe for disaster. Those demonic societal values are preying on you and you abide by them because of your desesperate need for approval. And I can't blame you for this. Not at all. It's the most profound and widespread humanity blackmail to ever exist since the dawn of time. So it's not a blame, it's a brotherly warning. I especially can't blame you for this because you don't know that there's an alternative. That this excruciating need for love and validation - that is currently leading you to every dark path - can be filled to 100% and beyond. Society hides it from you. Nobody talks about it. The alternative is Christ. And all those broken pieces will fall into place. But if you followed the logic, it is at the bottom of what society deems good. It is even mocked. You have to be willing to lose yourself. Nothing from the old man must stay. But don't be scared. It is the ONLY life adventure there is to take.