EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS GOOD AND I CREATE OUT OF LOVE. I HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS ON MY CREATIONS. I WITNESS THEIR VARIABILITY, BEAUTIFUL MULTI-DIMENSIONAL REGISTER OF MY EXISTENCE. MY HAPPINESS IS IN DOING THEM. IN THE CHANCE I HAVE TO RECEIVE IDEAS. OF BEING CONTINUOUSLY FULL/FILLED UP AND ELECTRIFIED BY THEIR PASSING, THROUGH ME. I WISH EVERYONE THIS FEELING OF BEING A PIPE. A MIDDLE-MAN BETWEEN BEINGS ASKING FOR EXISTENCE AND THE MATERIAL WORLD I'M LIVING IN. - Nothing else exists than what is. Everything else is poison. HOW I FEEL TODAY IS WHAT IS. AND THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE. ALL ALTERNATIVES ARE UNREAL. IN THE MIND. CONSIDERING THEM IS FOOLISHLY REFUSING WHAT IS. THUS WHAT-IS IS ALWAYS PERFECT. IN THE SENSE THAT THERE'S NOTHING ELSE IT CAN BE COMPARED TO. "PERFECT", "BAD", OR ANY QUALIFICATION HAS NO MORE MEANING: THERE IS NO OTHER EXISTING REALITY TO COMPARE TO THE ONLY REALITY THAT IS NOW. I WON'T QUALIFY WHAT-IS ANYMORE. AS IT HOLDS THE ABSURD AND TOXIC PREMISE THAT IT COULD BE DIFFERENT. THUS, I WON'T FALL IN THE TRAP OF DESIRING SOMETHING ELSE THAN WHAT IS (SPECIFICALLY NOT ANOTHER STATE). THIS DISTANCE BETWEEN WHAT IS AND WHAT "COULD BE" IS THE GAP IN WHICH THE MIND RUSHES. AND THEN ENGULFS ME. THERE I AM RUNNING ON AN HAMSTER WHEEL. THERE I AM BOYCOTTING MY MISSION AS AN ARTIST. NO I WON'T FALL FOR THE "COMPLETION" TRAP. THERE IS NO COMPLETION (EXTERNAL CONDITIONS OR INTERNAL STATES) TO OPERATE PRIOR DOING. IF ANYTHING, IT IS ONLY THE OPPOSITE: A DEPLETION OF THE INHIBITING MIND. - Desinhibition and Audience DON'T LOOK FOR ANY SUCCESS. ARTIST'S HEAVEN IS DISINHIBITED CREATION. NEITHER LOOK FOR ANY "QUALITY" IN THE PIECES. EACH ONE OF THEIR INIFINITE VERSIONS SPEAKS TO AN ENJOYING AUDIENCE. AND YOUR TRUEST AUDIENCE AS AN ARTIST WILL BUILD ITSELF UP AS THE INTERSECTION OF YOUR SUCCESSIVE ACTS OF EXPRESSION. THIS IS AN INEVITABLE CONSEQUENCE OF YOUR FIERCE AND SELFLESS CREATION. NEVER AN OBJECT OF COVETOUSNESS. NOR AN ENTITY YOU HAVE CONTROL OVER. - The Role of the Artist MY GIFT AS AN ARTIST IS TO CREATE. IDEAS THAT I RECEIVE. NOT CREATING THEM IN A "CERTAIN WAY". I AM NOBODY TO INTERFERE IN THE FORM THAT THE BEING TOOK WHILE COMING INTO THIS WORLD. I LET THEM BE AND I EXPECT NOTHING FROM THEIR RECEPTION BY THE PUBLIC. CAUSE MY HAPPINESS IS IN THE VERY ACTION OF GIVING BIRTH. INSTEAD OF TRYING TO CONTROL THEIR FORM, I TRY NOT TO INTERFERE DURING THEIR BIRTH AS MUCH AS I CAN. GETTING MY SELF OUT OF THE WAY, TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY. THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. SO I STOP MAKING THIS ALL ABOUT ME. THIS IS MY ROLE: "SOURCE, TAKE POSESSION OF MY HANDS. I'LL DO MY BEST TO GO ON AUTOMATIC AS I'M TOLD." "I'LL DO MY BEST NOT TO RESIST." - I am Guided I DON'T DESIRE ANY OTHER STATE. I ACKNOWLEDGE MY FEELINGS. THE ACTIVITY OF MY THINKING MACHINE. BUT IT CANNOT CONVINCE ME TO ENGAGE IN A PURSUIT OF A STATE. BECAUSE NO FEELING, NOR MENTAL ACTIVITY, CAN PREVENT ME FROM FEELING WHAT FEELS GOOD TO DO IN THIS MOMENT. AND FOLLOWING IT. THIS IS HOW SOURCE IS GUIDING ME. AND THERE I AM FULL, FILLED TO THE BRIM. NOT EXPECTING, NEEDING, DESIRING ANYTHING FROM THE CONCEPTION & RECEPTION OF WHAT PASSES THROUGH ME.